I just wanted to quickly address the random last few things I’ve published on here. I’m not even really sure anyone is paying attention to my blog enough to notice to be honest. When I first began this blog, my goal was to spread knowledge about veganism and particularly to help encourage and support vegans in small, rural areas like myself. However, despite still being a vegan, I’ve somewhat lost the passion and drive to change the world or even the belief that I could do so.
I was too anxious to stick to a regular posting schedule due mainly to my issues with perfectionism. That is why I often disappear for huge chunks of time from this platform. (Definitely not unlikely that will happen again.) But recently I’ve gotten bored with writing my daily journal entries, feeling as though I was just mindlessly saying the same uninteresting things each time. Writing for others to see is some how more engaging and causes me to be more present and invested in what I’m writing.
So rather than shoot myself in the foot by meticulously planning topics, images, and posting schedules, I’ve decided to just write. I’m not writing for any particular person or purpose. I’m just writing for me, because I enjoy it. And maybe a few profound posts will come out of it someday.
The point is, I don’t think I’ve ever posted on here four days in a row and I’m proud of myself. Even if they have just been rambling monologues mostly. So there you have it. Hopefully I will continue this new habit for at least a little while. It has been making me happy and that’s what really counts in the end.