Intuition is something that I don't have. I'm not even sure what it means. What do other people see when they look inside? Are signposts there to guide them? For me, it's murky inside, a hazy cloud of question marks. When I ask myself I am met with only echoes bouncing back and forth forever. Decisions are daunting and never confidently made. Doubt always lingers. I'm told to trust myself, but you can't trust a feeling that isn't there. It's murky inside of me, so can you really blame me for being scared?