A youth wasted
trying to find her worth
in the hungry glances
of immature pervs
unfortunate endeavor
that only served
to reinforce self-hate
insecurities affirmed
She let herself
be objectified
and thrown away
so many times
subconscious self-harm
she sought to find
and replaced love
with the taste of wine
Now the best years
are all used up
her higher self holds
an empty cup
realized too late
that enough is enough
destroyed the person
you once loved
There is No Doubt in my Intuition Dear Amethyst Lamb That All the
Darkness in Your Life Blooms The Wild Flower of Creativity You
Are Now That is Surely Worth More Than Every Body Part Used in Life
The Soul of Darkness
The Soul oF LiGHT
The SouL of You
in the Dark Abyss
Reaching Up to LiGHT
Keep Stretching Keep Stretching
It’s Practical Magic When a Soul Breaks
Through
The Dungeon
Door and Wild
FLoWeRS Bloom Again…
What’s Wasted Turns into
Fertilizer It’s How Life Begins Again…
Dear Lord You are Only Thirty or So
i Didn’t Even Get Out of Diapers Until 53 Years Old…
Very Messy
Back then Indeed…
If at age 30 Anyone Would
Have Even Dreamed of the Places
i Would Go Reaching 64 There is No
Way i Would Have Believed them then
It’s True THere was no one else to Believe yet me
And That’s
Enough for Now..:)
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I don’t agree that your best years are used up. I’ve felt this same way a shortlist of times since the age of 22, when I first felt it. Now I’m 64 and it’s never been true yet.
This poem, just the way it’s written, does make a great warning, though, for readers teetering on the edge of self destructive behaviors. 👌
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It’s just a shame knowing you wasted so much time, whether those had the potential to be the best years or not. I certainly have my own reasons for thinking life is going to go steeply downhill soon. While no one else seems to feel this way, I truly believe I will not live to 60 due to the destruction of the planet. Not to mention the last years will be filled with immense political unrest and physical suffering due to economic collapse and lack of access to resources, etc. 🤷♀️
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Unless you start reading ascension literature right now, and lift yourself into the New Earth.
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I have read “A New Earth” by Eckhart Tolle. hahah
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I haven’t, but anything by Eckhart contains value.
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It’s a good one. Very soothing to read.
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He spent two years homeless on a park bench before writing “The Power of Now” and rocketing to world fame.
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I read that one too, but I had a hard time following that one. haha 😅
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Hard to cram it all into ONE MOMENT!! 🤣
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